I love you. Oh how I love you. Can you imagine a grown man saying that to his drugs? If you ask me, that’s pretty pathetic. Oh yeah, did I mention that I once said those things to a huge bag of coke and that I was once that pathetic piece of work? Yeah, I probably left that one out. It’s crazy how when you look back on life you see the idiotic shit that you’ve done before and it almost doesn’t seem real. How could it? When you look back on your life as an annoying coke head tell me how in the hell could it seem normal at all. Drug addiction can take you to places that you never thought you could go and places you never wanted to go. Drug addiction is a bitch.

It was never hard to score back then. I guess that’s what made it so easy to be a drug addict. Lord knows if there’s an availability then you’re definitely going to do it. I loved my drugs too. Not a day went by where I wasn’t drugged out of my mind and I can’t say that I minded. I was fucked up. The best part of looking back, however, is that I got help at a drug treatment center and things are way better than ever. You just can’t beat that.